I think..

I think..and words come to my mind…respect, care, love, friend, son, life, work, loyalty, self-esteem, hopelessness, “letting go”, shame, work, people, loved ones, life, fear, and the list goes on…

I have had the pleasure of meeting some very inspirational new blog friends recently and now it is time to share.

Today I am overwhelmed! So much to do and say and so little time. But that is nothing new. I have this urgency to get things done and said. Why is that? Maybe because time is precious and I believe in spending it wisely.

For as long as I can remember I have been taking care of others and now it is my time.

As far back as I can remember I have taken care of those I love. That has been a privilege. As well as taking care of strangers who count on me to do just that.

What if today were my last day? I have touched on this before but it resonates in the back of my mind and I cannot let it go.

What would I do..what would you do?

I would Kiss and Hug my child with all my might and then I would tell my ‘friend’ how much he means to me, and little does he know how much I depend on him to just be there.

I would tell my “estranged husband” to go to hell and then some!

I would tell my deceased parents “thank you”, no matter what pain I went through in childhood..they provided me with clothing and shelter.

I would tell my co-workers to keep on “keeping on” the world needs “angels like you”.

I would tell the World..”open your eyes and get a clue..we are all in this together. Put aside your racism, profiling, bigamist, judgemental, hypocritical bullshit and know that if belief in the overall goodness of the human spirit does not prevail then we as the human race have and will continue to fail.

I truly believe we are all one in the eyes of “God”. I am a Christian and not ashamed to say it.

I pray every night that the Lord provides a hedge of protection around my son and others..Does this surprise you? If so you don’t know me that well.

I would pray for myself..to have strength, Devine guidance, courage, knowledge, and all else to live my life..in order to make a differece.

I would hope that this feeling of hoplessness in the seemingly endless list of “to do” things ends.

I would hope that ‘letting go’ merely means giving another a chance to breath in your temporary abscence.

I would hope that shame gives light to experience and knowing better.

I would hope that self-esteem is gained through giving and receiving of those in need and those you love.

I would hope that the love you have for another is unconditional, without boundaries,exceptional and timeless.

I would hope that the respect you give and receive is well founded and based on the concept of integrity and mutual understanding of another.

I would hope that fear is extinguished by optimism and the willingness to take that chance!

I would hope that loyalty is derived from knowing that the person you are loyal to would do the same for you when push comes to shove.

I would hope that hopelessness fades in the strength that your friends and loved one’s provide you with.

I would hope that life blesses you with the same gifts that I have received over the many years.

I would hope that you find a friend; as I have, that is patient, caring, giving and above all else kind and loving.

Above all else I hope that you find peace, joy, love, and acceptance in your life.

What would you do if today was your last day??

Inspirational!

Wandering Bodhi

S has been a part of my life ‘on and off’ for the past few months, until I finally decided last Monday that there’ll be no more on time for us.

What have I learnt through this experience?

I’ve learnt that when you feel like someone is making more withdrawals than deposits into your life, you’ll be out of balance and in the negative before you know it. (Ref: 10 signs it’s time to let go)

I’ve learnt that whatever relationships I’ve attracted into my life at this moment are exactly what I need for my evolvement through this life journey, and I’m grateful for every one of them.

I’ve learnt that people’s actions really do speak louder than words and their depth can never be overvalued.

I’ve learnt that the most important thing that you can do for yourself in any given moment is to feel good, and if…

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