SAD

Today is yucky outside..raining. Supposed to most of the day.  This weather makes me feel lonely.  I would love to say that I am happy most days now but that is not the case. I can’t seem to pull it together too well.  I was invited to go on a road trip in about 2 weeks with some girlfriends to see our friend, who is also a fine tattoo artist.   Can’t go. Budget is too short this month..so what’s new.  Damn, it just seems like a never ending battle but I know that many others are in the same situation.  But I really wanted this awesome tattoo I picked out and to see my friend. Yep, just plain feeling sorry for myself and really shouldn’t be. I have a good job, a home, a car and most of all a wonderful, healthy son.  Get over it SMARTERWISER!